Friday, October 26, 2007
Picking Up the Pieces
My life has been pretty broken over the past few months. Everyday is chaos. Everyone you meet seems to have a hidden agenda. Quiet time was so distant away. The limited time spent in church didn't really help. The saving grace was my family - I'm still in one piece because of them.
Went through some thinking this morning and I came to a few resolutions:
(1) I would rather be faithful everyday with God (even if it's for half an hour) then to hype myself up when someone comes to town to speak
(2) I would rather quit my job than to live behind a mask everyday
(3) I would rather eat to live than live to eat
(4) I would rather live within my means than to work my ass off for something that won't last to eternity
(5) I would rather have the embrace of my wife and kids than to watch BPL every Sat
(6) I would rather study languages than to pick up piano
(7) I would rather focus on bowling than to pretend that I'm good in golf
(8) I would rather see see and remember, do and understand than to hear and forget
It's time to pick up the pieces.
Went through some thinking this morning and I came to a few resolutions:
(1) I would rather be faithful everyday with God (even if it's for half an hour) then to hype myself up when someone comes to town to speak
(2) I would rather quit my job than to live behind a mask everyday
(3) I would rather eat to live than live to eat
(4) I would rather live within my means than to work my ass off for something that won't last to eternity
(5) I would rather have the embrace of my wife and kids than to watch BPL every Sat
(6) I would rather study languages than to pick up piano
(7) I would rather focus on bowling than to pretend that I'm good in golf
(8) I would rather see see and remember, do and understand than to hear and forget
It's time to pick up the pieces.
# posted by Guan and Ad : 12:44 PM
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Hmm...does that mean you are not going to quit and not going Saudi?
I have not gone for "special" meetings as well because I feel downright hypocritical to skip Sunday services and then to turn up for these "special" meetings.
And how was your bowling selections? Got selected?
I have not gone for "special" meetings as well because I feel downright hypocritical to skip Sunday services and then to turn up for these "special" meetings.
And how was your bowling selections? Got selected?
# posted by 
: 3:16 PM
: 3:16 PM
Will wait till the Saudi dust settles before deciding.
Totally agree - at the end of the day, what good is it that I turn up for these 4 days and don't attend Sunday services for 4 months? I realised it's about consistency, it's not hype. And I want to stop kidding myself
Selection was a diaster but there's 2nd chance next Mon.
Totally agree - at the end of the day, what good is it that I turn up for these 4 days and don't attend Sunday services for 4 months? I realised it's about consistency, it's not hype. And I want to stop kidding myself
Selection was a diaster but there's 2nd chance next Mon.
# posted by : 3:46 PM
: 3:46 PM
i guess we all agree there is something very wrong wth us. Its really now picking ourselves up and sustain it, i guess. Me too did not go for the messages.
yun
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