GuanAd's Haven

Everyday still disturbed by the matter if I should be signing the agreement. Its a matter that you think and ponder but do nothing about reaching a decision. It just keeps lingering in the mind as if just to stay on till choice reaches an expiry date. Teaching revealed alot of my flaws. I realised the amount of effort and love that I can put in for every individual horrible, heartless creature in school is so limited. When the traffic is simply one way, my perserverance just slowly diminishes with evey disappointment. So yes, don't ask me if I'm entering into this deep shit. I'm still very much confused.

These few days, things in school have simmered a little with the kids taking their exams. And yes, like guan mentioned, life indeed is tough but the most important think i guess is to be able to draw happiness admist the hustle and bustle. I'm trying to do lead a happier life. Am suddenly reminded by the song "mylife is in u Lord, my strength is in you Lord, my hope is in u Lord, in you its in you".