GuanAd's Haven

I have finally found the opportunity to blog, choosing to put aside loads of marking that are long overdue. These three weeks back at work is simply crap. Suddenly in the midst of busyness, I have lost interest in almost everything. Time seems to be passing on before I can stop to breathe and relax. At a glance, I found myself questioning my purpose here. God seems far i everything.

Today I received my offer letter from NIE. I am caught in a tricky situation here. The truth is I don't know what I want. I have no goal in life, I don't yearn for anything and yet I can't stay focus on the spiritual goals God's child should have. I complain, I feel horrid and I go crazy. Can't stand myself.. I need to find back my directions.

Anyway, reading some blogs cheered me up a little. At least I know that God's working in their lives. How about mine? Lord, reveal thyself and uplift me to greater heights.