GuanAd's Haven

Its 11 pm now and I should be feeling very sleepy. Woke up at 6.30 am today as I had a very uncomfortable sleep throughout the night. Nights without Guan can be quite weird. Usually we would wait for each other to return before we retired for the night. My eyes are still wide open as if they are waiting to see guan at the doorstep. On the other hand, my body is tired out by the day's work and I am lying across our king size bed updating this blog.

The phone rings..Yeah! guan just called. Feels great to hear his voice even though I feel like breaking down when I'm on the phone. Hahahaa..so WEAK! Anyway its good to know that he's fine.

This day was the 1st day in at least a year I beat the alarm before it rang. After my daily routine of pumping milk, I went for a jog to the park for some exercise on the fitness equipments. After the short half hour, I realised that I could not even do a proper sit-up... not even a single one..suddenly my stomach seemed to be filled with slabs of skin and meat that there isn't a single muscle there I could lift myself up with. ".. caesar was only 2 months ago.." hm..some self comfort.
I managed to catch Jo wide awake this afternoon. He was at that time listening to "If you're happy and u know it say Amen!" Everytime "Amen", his mouth will be wide open.. haha.. very cute. I feel that he's getting to recognise me; how lovely!
Today there was also some progress in the accounts. Got to keep it going! Thereafter was dinner with ah bon. Poor girl, all tired and sick of her job. Will remember you in prayers.
"Hao meili" was a good companion for the last hour. And now another 2 surfing thru some blogs and writing this one. I have to sleep now.. going to pour some dom for a better sleep.. hopefully...nites.